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I've made two trips down to NYC in two weekends - one for a gig with Shelley
and one to hang out with some friends who are moving there soon and came to visit. Even though I grew up with NYC as a
huge part of my life, returning as an adult I almost feel more like a kid. Wide-eyed, always impressed with its vastness,
its diversity, curious and never feeling like I have enough time to do everything I want. As a kid I thought every city
was like NYC. As an adult I realize no city is.
I have many old friends who live in the city, including my brother. So somehow even though my viewpoint as an adult seeing
NYC is so different from when I was a kid, it has a really familiar feeling to it. I am somewhat my old self there and my
new self, too. My friends and brother have changed (and evolved) as well...I guess NYC has for me in many similar ways.
As a kid I saw more of NYC by daylight - as an adult, by night. Sometimes all night. Coming from Boston, it is so special to
see a city at dawn, because nothing here is open all night. I also love sharing my adult NYC with my adult friends - friends
I didn't have growing up.
Every time I leave NYC I get a little sad. Not because I'm going back to Boston, but I'm going away from NYC. The pulse of
NYC agrees with me so much. I don't know if I could live there, but I know whenever I visit it feels right. I feel myself
there. I feel the best of myself there.
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